my lifeas itis.
Saturday, April 30, 2005
SMILE...
smile....though your heart is aching..
smile....even though its breaking..
when there are clouds in the sky..
you'll get by...
if you smile..through your fears and sorrow..
smile...there will be tomorrow..
you'll see the sun come shining through...
for you...
light up your face with gladness...
hide every trace of sadness..
although a tear..
may be ever so near..
thats the time..
you must keep on trying....
smile...
whats the use of crying...
you'll find that life is still worthwhile...
if you...
just...
smile....
this goes out to all the people who were wallowing in their misery...(read their blogs sooo depressing)
i always humm this old tune to myself whenever i feel really down or during the few times when i felt like crying
maybe u should too.....it works for me..
there is another song i wanted to type out but it is soo long... i'm trying to see if i can find the song thru the net and cut and paste like everyone else instead of typing it out by myself like i did this one..if u dunno the song then look for me.......i'll SING it to you
the other song is called Disguise and i really liked the song...it was sung by Lene Martin...
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2:11 PM
SMILE...
smile....though your heart is aching..
smile....even though its breaking..
when there are clouds in the sky..
you'll get by...
if you smile..through your fears and sorrow..
smile...there will be tomorrow..
you'll see the sun come shining through...
for you...
light up your face with gladness...
hide every trace of sadness..
although a tear..
may be ever so near..
thats the time..
you must keep on trying....
smile...
whats the use of crying...
you'll find that life is still worthwhile...
if you...
just...
smile....
this goes out to all the people who were wallowing in their misery...(read their blogs sooo depressing)
i always humm this old tune to myself whenever i feel really down or during the few times when i felt like crying
maybe u should too.....it works for me..
there is another song i wanted to type out but it is soo long... i'm trying to see if i can find the song thru the net and cut and paste like everyone else instead of typing it out by myself like i did this one..if u dunno the song then look for me.......i'll SING it to you
the other song is called Disguise and i really liked the song...it was sung by Lene Martin...
still the same.|
2:09 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
oops...
published two times...
heee....heee......
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11:11 AM
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Hmmmm..the only thing i think i would change is the poem in front......alhough it is nice, i'd like to compose something by myself.......joanne, don't kill me.....
so..so, what do you think? oh yeah, joannne, can you help me make a tagboard later? or you could try to teach me how....hee....hee.....i think u doing it would take a lot faster, don't you think so?
Sigh...just a few days ago, i was feeling rather happy...now its the opposite....
this is why:
- so much homework...cough mdmnoracough..cough....
- damn tired ( CIP and performance all in one day!!!hellooOOoo!! what do u think i am? some kind of cyborg?)
- EXAMS!!!!RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!!!
- mum still not back yet.....still missing her...
- coursework way behind time( i think i'll only blog in after school now an not during FNN lessons)
- broke
- got 29/50 for compre and summary...
- some people drifting away....
- miss corrine and dylan...haven't e-mail them since dylan changed his e-mail address....i don't think corrine knows what a computer is ( she is just 5)
- miss my old blog skin
- miss choir
haix......BWAHHAHHAHAHAHA
heeee...heeeee...........but there are still things to look forward to like:
- the weekend
- geog fieldtrip (who says i'm not interested in studies?)
- the weekend
- sleep
- labour day
- uuhhhhh....sleep?
- carrie chong ( carrie chong is the girl on my mind.. oh yeah..oh yeah)
- playing wif my kittens ( they've opened their eyes!)
- more bleach episodes
- sleep
well i think thats all i have today. Bye . oh, i almost forgot. thanx joanne! may you make some poor guy's life miserable someday..hee....heee... isn't that your favourite pastime:> ( and by typing that i have sealed my fate)
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6:18 PM
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Eghm..Eghm...sorry for the slight interruption
Sorreeee...didn't get to change my blogskin...haix..mojo jojo ran off with stan (n they live happily ever after..tee..hee, sorry, couldn't help it)
the blogskin website also seem to be having some problems of its own..
( by the way, it was actually joanne who pressed the publish button just now)
Anyway, xiang yi is creating a new blog right as i am typing now..hope hers is more attractive than mine...then i can win the dullest blog competition...
i've realised that the creation of this blog is doing no good to my English but i still won't stop blogging cos that is what normal teens do nowadays: get involve in things no good for them.
don't you agree?
( if you are nodding your head right now, it means that you are not a normal teen)
Wait...how do you define a normal teenager?
i lurve the com lab man...where else can you get free internet access??
i am wondering if there is any schemeing going on with the MT and ENG department.why are they teaching us how to write speeches at the same time? anywayz, me talking about the things we've learnt at school signals the total nothingness i have left to type about. i shall not be the cause of mothers nagging at their children who fell asleep in front of the com....
Bye bye and have a nice week to all who is reading this blog.
if you r not reading my blog then it means that you have got better things to do than read the blahing (blahing?) of a fifteen year old boy.
shit. the IT instuctor is telling us to shut down, bye.
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5:06 PM
Haa...haaa...
so happy to day...homework:minimal......teachers:they were in a good mood today.....friends: same as always...some improvement though....they've not yet complained about anything at all ( or maybe they did and i didn't listen)
Some more, i also finished copying the damned physics workbook. Mr Chanthira/ I lost it and had to redo half the book... but do you seriously think i am smart or disciplined enough to do everything by myself....by this Friday?! of course i am. NOT.
More reasons i am happy today...
- Got extra pocket money(i visited my eldest bro and he gave me ten Dollars)
- get to skive off POA tomorrow for the choir performance
- get to blog in
- my mum is coming home today!!!! (muah,muah, love you mum)
- going for CIP either tomorrow or thursday( meaning i get to skive of either choir or maths remedial)
- get to spend time in the library on either wednesday or thursday (one of the best places in the world)
- got JOANNE to change my blogskin (no need to thank you here as i had already said that)
need to log off now. joanne is now staring at me like the lunatic she is and now she has dragged colin into the fray and they are both oogling at my neck....
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4:12 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
those were the exact words i actually said to an exclassmate of mine from primary school....omg...how can i forget??? i thought i would remember everyone from Qihua (at least those from my class). sigh...come to think of it, i really can't remember them all. so sad. well, please forgive me *****(i don't think she\he would want his\her name on my blog)
anyway, its been sometime since i've blogged. i think its due to the fact that Miss yuana's been absent for quite a number of times these past few weeks... i think she is the only one who could have us disappointed by not coming.
what would you do to a person who is egoistic, narcisstic(is that how it's spelt?) , behaves in a homosexual manner, selfish, self praisng and egoistic? (to all reading this, don't feel offended if you epitomise all of the above qualities; i'm talking about my own brother). you would hate him of course. And he still hasn't figured out why i don't sit beside him anymore. i mean, how would you feel if your own brother gives you the type of look chi ko peks usually give suntanning teenagers?
by the way, i thougt i saw wan spying at girls' legs as they were going up the stairs. or it could be just my imagination.
i'm starting to think that my blog skin pales in comparison to my friend's. hmm.i still won't change it. what can i say? i'm lazy.
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7:05 PM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
so stup- nvrmd...
thought miss yuana looking at me so i published the previous entry immediately.
i can't wait for the next harry potter book... please, anyone, please tell me if u r going to buy the new book
when it comes out. i'll give you one week, at most two, to read it first then i am going to take it away from you forever( evil laughter) no lah, just kidding. i just want to borrow it for maybe a few days/weeks/months and i'll return it when i've finished reading it for like one/three/quite a few times/ so many times you'll agree that i'm a freak.
just kidding...( abt the "i'm a freak"part)
hmmm. my typing skills are getting better....
at least now i'm using more than one finger..
when am i going to start work????
i know.. when the deadline is the very next day ;>
Hey.. at least i'm praticing my typing skills; better than Zaifa( minta maaf banyak2) whose playing internet pool... or bo lin who is staring at the screen like he would stare at...something immoral.
by the way, yesterday i composed my very first poem with vulgarities in it... nothing to be proud of...
i did it cos i was feeling depressed..had a fight wif my family...unlikely that i would show it to anyone..
is it fair if me, although i'm older, give face to my younger brothers even if they wre in the wrong? to other people they act like quiet, obedient, intelligent( wondered how they pulled that off) little boys.
in reality, the first brother is despicably inconsiderate ,thick,selfish,lazy, dishonest,arrogant and cowardly. thirteen years old and still scared of the dark....hopeless!
of course, he's the apple in my father's eye, being athletic, winning this sprint and that soccer match...athlete of the year in primary school...i'm not jealous..in all his life he has never gotten a scholarship award ( except when he was primary two and topped his class. i found out later that he was the only one in the class who managed to srap a pass in all 4 subjects)
my second brother not so bad. he is just like my brother except that he knows the difference between rigt and wrong.
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1:45 AM
Lost
What’s happening to this world of mine?
I thought as it shattered and crumbled
I used to think that it was untouchable,
Strong and secure yet humble.
Soon it broke and rain fell down
Lightning flashed and thunder rumbled.
What’s happening to my simple life?
I thought as the clouds darkened.
I remember that as a little boy,
I had a world of my own.
A world of dreams and fantasies,
A place where I was never alone
Yet all good things must end somehow
I realized soon enough.
Yet what am I supposed to do now?
Help me. I’m lost...
How , okay or not ? this was one of my earlier poems.... of course i think its nice. i wrote it.
here i am again (in FNN lesson again: 2 hours...)
i am very worried about the new choir committee....some of them simply won't be able to keep the discipline lor...
i hope this would be the new committee:
president: samuel ( whyyyyyyyyyy angeline... whyyyyy....)
1st vice president:angeline
2nd vice president:twenly
secretary: vera
asst. secretary: don"t care
treasurer: hila
asst. treasurer: janice
publicity manager:felicia
logistics team manager:arif
student conducter:samuel ( i'm also fine wif either hila or mei hwa)
sectional leaders: samuel (b)
jessica (a)
pei qi (a)
millison (s)
hila (s)
oh no... got concert tomorrow at west coast....
please come and support if you know the location...... of which i haven't the slightest idea where:p...
practiced at home all the songs....LJF still sounds like shit i think..
nvrmd... since when have our concerts been great? its always average, average,average, okay okay, not bad, bearable, ohmygodwewereinpitch.....
of course, most of the time it's the stupid sound system's fault (sometimes), or we couldn't hear each other ( ohmygodmrsthongHODofEnglishsawmeatSuntec) or we just plain lax...
but still very fun ( the practices i mean).
!!!!
i just realised... the date on my posting page is one day late!
and the time is totally wrong!
has it been like that all this while?OMG
Hmmm... evry one in class seems to be listening to someting except for me..
Hee..Hee ( i'm a good boy)
LOLx..( if i'm a good boy i wouldn't be blogging rigt in the middle of F&N)
you know what? looking back at all my previous entries, i realised that my English is atrocious( since when did the bass section become the base, repeating became reapeating)
and i am supposed to be a Band One student...Miss Haslinda would have my head if she read my blog...
Three cheers for me, i think this is the longest entry i've ever entered..
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12:54 AM
Friday, April 01, 2005
i am not going to SYF...... APRIL FOOLS.....lolx (i'm lame).
Heeeeelllllllllllllp!!!!!!!!!!!.......... my section is not ready at allllllll!!!!! How ? how? tell me what to do?? this is the only place where i can scream out loud ( cos i'm now in, yes youre right, FNN lesson...hee...hee)
todays practice sooooooooo.....so so.
i think we are improving but i feel that its not enough to secure a good solid silver...hai yo...what to do ? Guess we should try our best and cross our fingers and help each other and dont lose hope and never give up and try our very very best.
oh, and dont forget to pray (GOD, we need you now).
okay, enough about SYF..
i did not even touch my chem homework.... whats the point? she always give us the answers without checking whether we did it or not... i think the only thing that keeps us from falling asleep during her lesson is her really, really, really funny hand gestures, her bewildered expression( she looks at us like we've just sprouted horns or something) and her tendency to make any one who falls asleep stand for the rest of the period...
by the way.. i dont think i'll change the blogskin... i'm kind of attached to it i guess....
i going to stop now... i'm supposed to finish up with the survey form questions for my course work....to my friends.... be prepared to answer some questions on your diet....see if healthy or not...ha..ha
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9:01 AM