my lifeas itis.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
I found my MagicCard Album....
It wasn't even in my room......
It was in my parents'........
And I don't know why.....
hmmmm.............
Went to schoolo today. Saw Yu'an. She and her study buddies were too busy playing games to study :P (Hahas, just HAD to say that!)
We are having people over now for Hari Raya visit. NO, it is not and Open House(sorry guys), just some friwnds of my Dad's popping over.
Saw some interesting vids about Singapore in YouTube. Some political, some funny, some downright embarrasing(especially when you look at our Idol/MissUniverse contestants; don't worry, Hady and Taufik are still good) and some just...like 'what?'.
I have my fist two papers next week and I'm commenting on Hady. Gosh.
Will continue to study tmr. Wait, that's what i ALWAYS say at night, before...errr.....doing other things. No, not THAT thing. You pervs.
If someone makes a really mean joke about someone else, and I laugh, am I a bad person?
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10:13 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
I shall not update this blog for a long time after this post because I am holding it ransom against myself, meaning that i cannot update this blog unless my A-Levels revision is done and over with. Of course, it may just lead to me never updating again but, really, i don't think it will be effective at all, even if it is MY idea. I mean, what am I going to do if I don't finish my revision? Throw my blog off a bridge? Kill it? I think the most likely scenario would be me rolling my eyes at myself, blaming it on a moment where I was intoxicated by milk and caffeine and thus prone to making flaky promises. To myself, of all people.
Promises. Something fragile that needs to be kept properly lest it be broken. Once broken...... New ones pop up. Like a virus. Promises are viruses. Too many and you get cancer. Taken lightly, it might just kill you. Treated right, and you may just come out of it a better person. Not to mention that they kind of rhyme. Oh goodness. I'm a lit student and my analysis is that 'they kind of rhyme'? Panic button dully pushed.
Its going to be one soon and i want to finish reading what i need to. I will not say what it is because the mere mention of it will probably put you to sleep. Just so you know, i have three mugs beside the computer right now, one previoulsy filled with tea, another previously filled with instant mocha and another with milk. Hmmm.....not sure why i told you that but, will do.
I can't find my MagicCard album, the one with all the rare cards in it. Now is probably not a good time to be looking but it just can't seem to get out if my mind...............
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12:20 AM
Friday, October 19, 2007
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDvbPj0-B3U
it's sad when you look at the talent on the streets in Singapore and compare them to the ones you see on talent shows. This here is Nana who joined many such competitions and she's got an unbelievable voice. Of course, the judges on those shows are not to be blamed(fully). Singaporeans need to learn how to vote properly.
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8:18 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Ok. I'm sorry for not updating. Yes, I know. I'm lazy. You're bored. You need me. Lol. Aman( a friend from school) says i have the most uncanny ability to turn almost any conversation to myself and how i am just astoundingly shameless is being able to praise myself while putting others down. Thanks Aman. I know how good I am. You didn't have to tell me. (nah, just jking)
Anyway, it is now two weeks exactly to the first paper for my A-Levels and I am FREAKING OUT!! Internally. Externally, I'm still dozing off in random times fo the day. Which is worrying. People, when they are stressed about their exams coming, do the sensible thing and study. I, on the other hand, indulge myself in escapism and sleep. Lalaland is just so....blissful. Until you wake up of course. Then the whole vicious cycle starts all over again.
Btw, a boy aged between five and ten was found dead in in a black suit case in a pond in Australia today. I just don't understand how people can continue doing such things to INNOCENT children while people like my younger brothers are still left to rampage around. No, i don't mean that. That'll be a wast e of good suitcases.
Oh, btw, its Hari Raya now but frankly, i'm not up to celebrating much. I'm just too worried. And when i worry, i sleep. So you'll either be confronting a very worried or a very much asleep me. Unless of course, i gain enough wisdom to actually make use of my time studying. Talk about rare moments of magic.
And, just so you know, its confirmed that i will be enlisted for NS on the 11th of December this year. I am posted to SCDF.Given a choice, i think i might try out for a paramedic vocation. I just don't like burning buildings all that much. Maybe i'll even get a driving license out of it. Of course, driving like your car is an ambulance isn't exactly a good thing....
I am alarmed to note that i have begun to fantasise myself as a character in Pokemon/HarryPotter/StarWars(jedi Knight to be exact) at random times of the day. As if a quest for knowledge isn't enough, I actually enjoy imagining myself as a target of Voldermort or a Sith. I'll be imagining myself as a desperate schoolboy next....oh wait! Been there done that. Erm...desperate to pass exams btw. Not desparate in any other way. Yet.
I hear a new university is being opened, or at least being planned to open soon. Good. I think it should be named Innova University and situated in Woodlands. That way, I can claim that my entire education experience took place in Woodlands. When i become famous, Woodlands can become a heritage zome or something. People will be going, "Wow....Mr. Muhammad Hidhir used to walk along these very same streets....OMG! THAT'S 883! WOODLANDS NORTH PLAZA!! HE USED TO BUY CHICKEN RICE THERE!!!"
Talk about imagining other worlds.........
Yes, I'm doing it again.....
I like the peanut butter donuts from Munchy's!!!!!!
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9:32 PM