my lifeas itis.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
The LightShadows fell upon me,
like a fog, surrounding me
without so much as a whisper.
Groping, tripping, I tried to find my way.
Honestly, I did!
But my fingers caught nothing but air.
My feet felt nothing but the
cold, hard surface of stone.
Then, out of the corner of
my eye, a glimmer of light
appeared.
I turned and the light vanished.
The light was gone...
-Muhammad Hidhir Bin MD Razak
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9:30 PM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
*Through the years, you've never let me down. You turned my life around, helped me do all the things that I want to do....*
hmm.......I liked the song.....hahar...do any of you know the song? I'll be very surprised if anyone does....the song is older than me =P.......
anyway......hmmm.....remember the list i made up a few entries ago? the list i made abt what to do during the holidays? i'm glad to say i did MOST of what i listed(since i listed several SLEEP in that heheh)
but i still have not cleaned my room or finished studying and doing hmwk.........
I went on vacation though!! all of you can forget about langkawi, Pulau Redang is the new langkawi!!! crystal clear water(even at the jetty), lagoons with white sands and (literally) blue-green sea....sigh...here i go rambling abt that place again.......i wanna stay thr.......but thrs no library so too bad =P
hmm...lets see...
What Career Paths I MIGHT Take:
- law (don't laugh)
- education
- entertainment (singer, actor, clown)
- media (journalism)
- writing (fictional)
- psychology
- business
Okay...safe to say i have not decided what to do with the rest of my life yet. Don't say its too early. Its actually quite good to know what you want to become so you can remain focused and all that.....
Btw, mathilda made it thru to the next round of singapore idol. Glad to know thr is someone else up thr who can actually carry a tune!! (the other is rahimah) i think the problem is talent is so rare in our country that anyone with anything special is already snapped up and signed on...and thus, the s**t you hear on SingIdol.......mostly anyway....
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10:42 PM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Don't you just miss the days when:
- your parents buy you sweets and treats without you having to ask for them.
- running around in public places does not draw questioning stares.
- not doing homework can still mean passing your exams.
- projects are projects and exams are exams.
- holidays were for rest.
- you can eat chocolate all day and not feel fatter.
- friends are friends and anything more is disgusting.
- sleeping after 11 is a priveledge.
- not sleeping for 3 days straight is fun.
- use of the computer is strictly for games...and the occasional paint art.
- you can get an A in art just for drawing stick figures.
- using a powerpoint slide to present a project is very, very impressive and high-tech.
- u can get away with stupid questions. u can even get anwers to them.
- U get to play catching for PE.
- teachers call ur parents; not u.
- Writing poems in the toilets does not equal to public caning.
- singing is just shouting loudly in a tune.
- dancing is what Barney the Dinosaur does when he sings.
- saturday mornings are for watching Pokemon.
- Birthdays equal to cake in mouth; not cake in face.
- flipping erasers is fun.
- a cough and a groan equals to an MC.
- collecting bus tickets is a hobby.
- Formal wear is anything that is not Pjs, t-shirt and shorts.
- People smile and clap even when u sing out of tune.
- U are cute when u are fat.
Not that I mind the present. I just like the past way, waaaaayyyy better....... hmmm..... anything else y'all out thr wanna add? u know the drill...
Hidhir, over and out.
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2:15 AM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
NOOOOOOO!!!!! MY GPP nightmares are back!!!! arrrrggghhhh!!!!!!! Msr Siva said that she wanted to improve on our oh-we-worked-so-hard-yet-still-cannot-make-it GPP which was supposed to have been already approved!!! haix..... well...... guess its for the best.....
Anyway, i'll be gone from Singapore tmr onwards for vacation. Actually the whole family is just tagging along with my mum for her business trip but, HAH! , who cares? I desperately NEED a vacation. Even if it's in oh-so-exotic-yet-so-been-there-done-that Malaysia..... one of the islands actually....hmmm....... hope the beaches are clean at least.....
ANd i failed my Geog test by One mark....... reminds me of the good(huh?) old days................... I passed Literature though... so thats one H2 subject in the bag...... I'm quite sure i can at least pass either GP or Malay for a H1 subject........
Such is the pitiful storey of my life............... work and play mixed all over the place..........
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11:45 AM
Monday, June 05, 2006
Hmmm...looking back at my post dated 24th May, the one where i said i will begin discussions on topics that plague our society, i realised that the problems i talked about were MY problems...ah well.......now u all know hoe self absorbed i am....damn........WOOPS! class rep not supposed to curse !!! WAT!! NO!! WAIT!!! ARRGGHHH!!! DON'T TAKE ME!!! I'M INNOCENT!!!! NOOOOoooo.........
after a ten second prison term, i am back with a NEW POEM!!! (now u all know how lame i am...shyt...ARRGGHHHH NOOT YOU AGAAAAIIINNN!!!)HOMEWORK
I see
I breathe
I sighed
And tried
I think
And Linked!!
Oh what joy...
Headache...pain...
I think again..
Oh no...
Its wrong
Its so insane!!
I wrote
I note
I read
And checked
ITS FINISHED!!
And now for the next question....
-Muhammad Hidhir Bin MD Razak
how is it??? actually i really did finish one question.... i'm not that hopeless =D
pls tag and maybe u can do a PC (practical criticism) on my poem...hahar...
My gpp ordeal is now OVER!!! now for the FUN part of the project...heeeeheeeeheeee (i'm being sarcastic by the way)
hmmm..nothing much to blog about.....gossip(boring)......complaints(done that) .........discussions( trying but failing dismally)......poems(my brain is not a poem machine).......ARRGGHHHHH!!!! shows how sad my life is rite now.....
maybe i shld do what the others are doing: giving a detailed account of their day to day activities....... i don't want ppl to slp on their keyboards though..... SSSSSIIIIIIGGHH!!!!
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10:26 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
MY MP3 PLAYER IS FUNCTIONING!!!!!! actually my big bro bought another one since the last one didn't even last a day outside.......thank God for warranty cards.....
Had a cappella camp today. was a little sick so my voice was kinda... erm.....it sounded a little...errrrr.....it was.......urm....it sounded sick? this really embarassing part was when singing I GET AROUND when i pushed a bit too hard and went chao xia(is that how u spell it) on my solo bit.......
it started very early so our performance was a little sleepy/boring sounding...
it got better in the afternoon though... Larry was great as usual.... the camp wasn't as impressive as last dec's though.....
hmm...... Joy was right...MSN is addictive.......
i thik i'm going to be strangled by quite a few number of teachers.... i'm not tellin u why........
my PW gpp was finally approved... ok, some changes had to be made but still....at least we dun have to find a totally new idea!!
THOUGHT OF THE DAY: shorts a really nice to sleep in.....with the fan on full blast....
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1:14 AM
Friday, June 02, 2006
My mum said i'll get sick if i keep staying up till the wee hours of the morning, even if it was cos of work or project...Guess what?
SHE WAS RIGHT!!!Thank you rui ling!! u are the only one who responded to my question on censorship.^^The holidays are here!!! (we can still pretend to be happy ppl rite?)This is a list of what i would like to do b4 school reopens:- Organize my room (errrr...)
- study (errrrrrrrrrr................)
- Actually finish ALL my homework
- go on vacation (guess where...)
- SIng!!
- catch up on sleep^^
- watch movies( watched)
- chalet? (vry slim chance..)
- class reunion? (i dun wanna organize though..)
- read at least 3 books
- learn at least 4 nw songs (3 already from TAS)
- ..........sleep...........
- slee........snore snore..........
I dun think i'll get to do most of them though....... seeing as how i'll be tempted to sleep all day.......ur such a lazy bum hidhir.......
hmmmm.......... to think that i'm the class rep.........
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6:53 PM