my lifeas itis.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
My birthday came and went and I didn't get a single Munchy's peanut butter donut... other than the one I bought for myself.
I KNEW the hint wasn't clear enough. Or they just palin ignored it. Anyways, I don't think I'll ever hint for anything ever again. So unglam. Especially when they are ignored.
Other than that, my b'dae bash with the gang was awesome!!!! I love blackforest cake! Thought the one we bought was kinda more creamy then cakey.... and used grape cream instead of grape jam.... but it was still NICE!!
And I've got the best present ever.......... MY TWELVE YEARS OF FORMAL EDUCATION IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I'm praying really hard for me to upgrade to tertiary education after NS. Prayer. They are always answered, one way or another. Oh no... its like hinting for donuts all over again.
Anway, I'm now supposed to be free for the next two weeks before NS BUT BECAUSE I ACCOMPANNIED SOMEONE, I"VE LANDED MYSELF WITH PERFORMANCES> And of course, ALton just HAD to go to Perth. HE had better stay there until 11 Dec.
But of course, I love singing so I don't really mind. I ust hope the number of shows are...well....reasonable. And not like last year where I keep jumping groups and spend more on transport than anything else. Yes. Even more than food. Yes, gasps, I know.
I like to eat.
Anyway, at least my two weeks looks to be packed with activites. And i'm not experienceing the "I've got nothing to live for" syndrome some people seem to be experiencing, those that have no idea what to do and are too damn lazy to get a job. Hmmmm...... actually, if it weren't for NS, I'd probably be among those people. But seeing as I've still got carolling,i guess i'm not totally jobless. The pay could be better though. I would say that it's a hint but its gonna be ignored so....
And i love cheesecake. I had SaraLee the other day and............aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh...........
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10:43 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
Had my third paper today. You know what? I thought i'd be able to cathc up on some last minute revision over the weekend so on saturday i went to Sunplaza Mac to study Popoulation Geography, which is tested in Geography Paper II, which i thought would take place today. Instead, yesterday, i checked my entry proof and found out (luckily or unluckily; i can't decide) that today would be Geography Paper ONE.
Thus, i had a big headache scrambling to crash Lithospherical Processes and Hydrospherical Geography into mypanicked brain, as well as some Atmospherical Geography for Data-Response Questions and back-up plan for essay. Glad to say, judging from how i managed to COMPLETE the paper( this is quite an accomplishment i can assure you, for the guy who left one entire drq question out for his prelim one and one entire essay out for prelim 2) and from how i KNOW what i was writing about(quite reassuring for me, yes), i think i pulled it of.
Not to mention I got a head start on Human Geography. Hmm.... I think Sun Plaza Mac is the best place I've studied at so far.....
However, to achieve an A for Geography (I think this is why it's called the A levels; any other grade is just....blah... to get), i would need to really do really well for Human Geog.
Then before this paper i had the Math paper(dies) and before that i had General Paper(hmm..gah, stupid essay)..... thing is, i have absolute confidence of passin BUT i think that the best that might happen is I get to somehow scrape an entrance into a degree course that i can tahan. Because all of the courses i am aiming for, though theri requirements are not at all that demanding, are always popular with those other brainiacs and muggers.... like Law(BIG money there) and Journalism. I will die if i go to some IT course and if i get stuck in some course like Economics or Geography.....somebody kill me. I won't mind anything to do with literature or maybe even a degree in english or even..sociology or....or philosophy.
And my mum and dad seem so confident in my abilities, somehow thinking i would be able to pull off something like i did with my O levels (that was a bit of shock, no really).
Worse comes to worse, i'll just retake or get some cash somehow to go overseas and study.
Gah!!!!
But i'm currently hanging on and I'd like to think that when the pressure really builds itself up on me, I'll push back. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. Since i'm bad at science, i'll probably over exert and produse a hugely unequal reaction ! ^___^
I just.....wished i was in Uni already......
Lucky Kavitha, she's already in Arizona State Uni.......without even taking A's!!!
Oh well.......
Gaaah!!!!!!
Sighs.......
I think i spend a lot.
Random thought of the day: I hate light green but my favourite colour is dark, forest green. hmmmm......yeaup. I'm stressed.
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9:20 PM