i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same off-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




name.Md. Hidhir
gender.Male
age.16++
dob.25 November 1989(Presents!!)
school.Innova Junior College
what i want. friends, world peace, 7A1s, change my password so mojo jojo couldn't come in
what i don't want. certain people to exist,little bros
fav songs. kelly clarkson's n evenescence's n many many more

my lifeas itis.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

in case you still don't know, this blog is dead.

BUT DON'T WORRY!

For all you blog junkies out there, my bew blog is at www.toocoolforwords.blogspot.com


happy reading!!

still the same.| 12:32 AM

Monday, March 31, 2008

Aliens have hijacked my tagboard.
And yes, i'm finally updating.
Someone call the newspaper.
Whooopeee.

Loads of stuff have happened while the com's gone( yes, i didn't go anywhere, my computer did, hence the lack of updates). One the most important of which is, of course, my A'Level results.

General Paper(H1) -A
Mathematics(H1) -SubPass
EnglishLiterature(H2) -B
Geography(H2) -B
Economics(H2) -C


Nothing too fantastic but not too bad either. It would have been nice if there were more A's but oh well.......

Ok..... that's enough for now.



I'm sleepy.

Night.

still the same.| 11:30 PM

Sunday, December 02, 2007

My sister is back and thus, phase two of the Battle-For-Bedroom has begun. On the last episode, we saw a steady stream of battle plans being drawn up, though my side eventually triumphed through a mixture of "I need to focus on my A's" as well as my convincing argument as to the validity of the statement "Order within chaos", which i used to describe my bedroom.

THis round however saw my sister crushing mercilessly through my previously effective defenses, with two of her cupboards choc full of her belongings reigning supreme on the left side of my room. Thousands of dust particles met the fatal vacuum cleaner, ending their miserable existence. Never before had the broom and the mop been busier. The battlefield soon encompassed the whole of the house, excluding the kitchen, which is a seperate battlefield altogether.

Now boxes adorn whatever empty spaces there was in my bedroom.

Ok, personally, i'm kinda bummed out right now so i won't try to continue with this.

You know how spring cleaning is like. It;s kinda like that, except that spring is long gone and not much cleaning is being achieved.

Going out for dinner later though. I heard the word 'Banquet' coming out of someone's mouth. Yes. My parents think that eating at Banquet is considered fine dining. Swensen's is considered a rip off.

still the same.| 2:36 PM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

My birthday came and went and I didn't get a single Munchy's peanut butter donut... other than the one I bought for myself.

I KNEW the hint wasn't clear enough. Or they just palin ignored it. Anyways, I don't think I'll ever hint for anything ever again. So unglam. Especially when they are ignored.

Other than that, my b'dae bash with the gang was awesome!!!! I love blackforest cake! Thought the one we bought was kinda more creamy then cakey.... and used grape cream instead of grape jam.... but it was still NICE!!

And I've got the best present ever.......... MY TWELVE YEARS OF FORMAL EDUCATION IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And I'm praying really hard for me to upgrade to tertiary education after NS. Prayer. They are always answered, one way or another. Oh no... its like hinting for donuts all over again.




Anway, I'm now supposed to be free for the next two weeks before NS BUT BECAUSE I ACCOMPANNIED SOMEONE, I"VE LANDED MYSELF WITH PERFORMANCES> And of course, ALton just HAD to go to Perth. HE had better stay there until 11 Dec.




But of course, I love singing so I don't really mind. I ust hope the number of shows are...well....reasonable. And not like last year where I keep jumping groups and spend more on transport than anything else. Yes. Even more than food. Yes, gasps, I know.


I like to eat.




Anyway, at least my two weeks looks to be packed with activites. And i'm not experienceing the "I've got nothing to live for" syndrome some people seem to be experiencing, those that have no idea what to do and are too damn lazy to get a job. Hmmmm...... actually, if it weren't for NS, I'd probably be among those people. But seeing as I've still got carolling,i guess i'm not totally jobless. The pay could be better though. I would say that it's a hint but its gonna be ignored so....


And i love cheesecake. I had SaraLee the other day and............aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh...........

still the same.| 10:43 AM

Monday, November 05, 2007

Had my third paper today. You know what? I thought i'd be able to cathc up on some last minute revision over the weekend so on saturday i went to Sunplaza Mac to study Popoulation Geography, which is tested in Geography Paper II, which i thought would take place today. Instead, yesterday, i checked my entry proof and found out (luckily or unluckily; i can't decide) that today would be Geography Paper ONE.


Thus, i had a big headache scrambling to crash Lithospherical Processes and Hydrospherical Geography into mypanicked brain, as well as some Atmospherical Geography for Data-Response Questions and back-up plan for essay. Glad to say, judging from how i managed to COMPLETE the paper( this is quite an accomplishment i can assure you, for the guy who left one entire drq question out for his prelim one and one entire essay out for prelim 2) and from how i KNOW what i was writing about(quite reassuring for me, yes), i think i pulled it of.

Not to mention I got a head start on Human Geography. Hmm.... I think Sun Plaza Mac is the best place I've studied at so far.....


However, to achieve an A for Geography (I think this is why it's called the A levels; any other grade is just....blah... to get), i would need to really do really well for Human Geog.


Then before this paper i had the Math paper(dies) and before that i had General Paper(hmm..gah, stupid essay)..... thing is, i have absolute confidence of passin BUT i think that the best that might happen is I get to somehow scrape an entrance into a degree course that i can tahan. Because all of the courses i am aiming for, though theri requirements are not at all that demanding, are always popular with those other brainiacs and muggers.... like Law(BIG money there) and Journalism. I will die if i go to some IT course and if i get stuck in some course like Economics or Geography.....somebody kill me. I won't mind anything to do with literature or maybe even a degree in english or even..sociology or....or philosophy.

And my mum and dad seem so confident in my abilities, somehow thinking i would be able to pull off something like i did with my O levels (that was a bit of shock, no really).

Worse comes to worse, i'll just retake or get some cash somehow to go overseas and study.

Gah!!!!


But i'm currently hanging on and I'd like to think that when the pressure really builds itself up on me, I'll push back. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. Since i'm bad at science, i'll probably over exert and produse a hugely unequal reaction ! ^___^



I just.....wished i was in Uni already......

Lucky Kavitha, she's already in Arizona State Uni.......without even taking A's!!!







Oh well.......




Gaaah!!!!!!





Sighs.......



I think i spend a lot.




Random thought of the day: I hate light green but my favourite colour is dark, forest green. hmmmm......yeaup. I'm stressed.

still the same.| 9:20 PM

Thursday, October 25, 2007

I found my MagicCard Album....

It wasn't even in my room......

It was in my parents'........

And I don't know why.....

hmmmm.............



Went to schoolo today. Saw Yu'an. She and her study buddies were too busy playing games to study :P (Hahas, just HAD to say that!)



We are having people over now for Hari Raya visit. NO, it is not and Open House(sorry guys), just some friwnds of my Dad's popping over.



Saw some interesting vids about Singapore in YouTube. Some political, some funny, some downright embarrasing(especially when you look at our Idol/MissUniverse contestants; don't worry, Hady and Taufik are still good) and some just...like 'what?'.


I have my fist two papers next week and I'm commenting on Hady. Gosh.






Will continue to study tmr. Wait, that's what i ALWAYS say at night, before...errr.....doing other things. No, not THAT thing. You pervs.


If someone makes a really mean joke about someone else, and I laugh, am I a bad person?

still the same.| 10:13 PM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I shall not update this blog for a long time after this post because I am holding it ransom against myself, meaning that i cannot update this blog unless my A-Levels revision is done and over with. Of course, it may just lead to me never updating again but, really, i don't think it will be effective at all, even if it is MY idea. I mean, what am I going to do if I don't finish my revision? Throw my blog off a bridge? Kill it? I think the most likely scenario would be me rolling my eyes at myself, blaming it on a moment where I was intoxicated by milk and caffeine and thus prone to making flaky promises. To myself, of all people.

Promises. Something fragile that needs to be kept properly lest it be broken. Once broken...... New ones pop up. Like a virus. Promises are viruses. Too many and you get cancer. Taken lightly, it might just kill you. Treated right, and you may just come out of it a better person. Not to mention that they kind of rhyme. Oh goodness. I'm a lit student and my analysis is that 'they kind of rhyme'? Panic button dully pushed.


Its going to be one soon and i want to finish reading what i need to. I will not say what it is because the mere mention of it will probably put you to sleep. Just so you know, i have three mugs beside the computer right now, one previoulsy filled with tea, another previously filled with instant mocha and another with milk. Hmmm.....not sure why i told you that but, will do.



I can't find my MagicCard album, the one with all the rare cards in it. Now is probably not a good time to be looking but it just can't seem to get out if my mind...............

still the same.| 12:20 AM

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same off-tuned key.
that everybody thought of me.