i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same off-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




name.Md. Hidhir
gender.Male
age.16++
dob.25 November 1989(Presents!!)
school.Innova Junior College
what i want. friends, world peace, 7A1s, change my password so mojo jojo couldn't come in
what i don't want. certain people to exist,little bros
fav songs. kelly clarkson's n evenescence's n many many more

my lifeas itis.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Lost

What’s happening to this world of mine?
I thought as it shattered and crumbled
I used to think that it was untouchable,
Strong and secure yet humble.

Soon it broke and rain fell down
Lightning flashed and thunder rumbled.
What’s happening to my simple life?
I thought as the clouds darkened.

I remember that as a little boy,
I had a world of my own.
A world of dreams and fantasies,
A place where I was never alone

Yet all good things must end somehow
I realized soon enough.
Yet what am I supposed to do now?
Help me. I’m lost...

How , okay or not ? this was one of my earlier poems.... of course i think its nice. i wrote it.
here i am again (in FNN lesson again: 2 hours...)

i am very worried about the new choir committee....some of them simply won't be able to keep the discipline lor...
i hope this would be the new committee:

president: samuel ( whyyyyyyyyyy angeline... whyyyyy....)

1st vice president:angeline

2nd vice president:twenly

secretary: vera

asst. secretary: don"t care

treasurer: hila

asst. treasurer: janice

publicity manager:felicia

logistics team manager:arif

student conducter:samuel ( i'm also fine wif either hila or mei hwa)

sectional leaders: samuel (b)
jessica (a)
pei qi (a)
millison (s)
hila (s)

oh no... got concert tomorrow at west coast....
please come and support if you know the location...... of which i haven't the slightest idea where:p...

practiced at home all the songs....LJF still sounds like shit i think..
nvrmd... since when have our concerts been great? its always average, average,average, okay okay, not bad, bearable, ohmygodwewereinpitch.....

of course, most of the time it's the stupid sound system's fault (sometimes), or we couldn't hear each other ( ohmygodmrsthongHODofEnglishsawmeatSuntec) or we just plain lax...
but still very fun ( the practices i mean).

!!!!
i just realised... the date on my posting page is one day late!
and the time is totally wrong!
has it been like that all this while?OMG

Hmmm... evry one in class seems to be listening to someting except for me..
Hee..Hee ( i'm a good boy)
LOLx..( if i'm a good boy i wouldn't be blogging rigt in the middle of F&N)

you know what? looking back at all my previous entries, i realised that my English is atrocious( since when did the bass section become the base, repeating became reapeating)
and i am supposed to be a Band One student...Miss Haslinda would have my head if she read my blog...

Three cheers for me, i think this is the longest entry i've ever entered..

still the same.| 12:54 AM

tryto understand me.

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same off-tuned key.
that everybody thought of me.