i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same off-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




name.Md. Hidhir
gender.Male
age.16++
dob.25 November 1989(Presents!!)
school.Innova Junior College
what i want. friends, world peace, 7A1s, change my password so mojo jojo couldn't come in
what i don't want. certain people to exist,little bros
fav songs. kelly clarkson's n evenescence's n many many more

my lifeas itis.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

so stup- nvrmd...
thought miss yuana looking at me so i published the previous entry immediately.

i can't wait for the next harry potter book... please, anyone, please tell me if u r going to buy the new book when it comes out. i'll give you one week, at most two, to read it first then i am going to take it away from you forever( evil laughter) no lah, just kidding. i just want to borrow it for maybe a few days/weeks/months and i'll return it when i've finished reading it for like one/three/quite a few times/ so many times you'll agree that i'm a freak.
just kidding...( abt the "i'm a freak"part)

hmmm. my typing skills are getting better....
at least now i'm using more than one finger..
when am i going to start work????
i know.. when the deadline is the very next day ;>
Hey.. at least i'm praticing my typing skills; better than Zaifa( minta maaf banyak2) whose playing internet pool... or bo lin who is staring at the screen like he would stare at...something immoral.

by the way, yesterday i composed my very first poem with vulgarities in it... nothing to be proud of...
i did it cos i was feeling depressed..had a fight wif my family...unlikely that i would show it to anyone..

is it fair if me, although i'm older, give face to my younger brothers even if they wre in the wrong? to other people they act like quiet, obedient, intelligent( wondered how they pulled that off) little boys.
in reality, the first brother is despicably inconsiderate ,thick,selfish,lazy, dishonest,arrogant and cowardly. thirteen years old and still scared of the dark....hopeless!
of course, he's the apple in my father's eye, being athletic, winning this sprint and that soccer match...athlete of the year in primary school...i'm not jealous..in all his life he has never gotten a scholarship award ( except when he was primary two and topped his class. i found out later that he was the only one in the class who managed to srap a pass in all 4 subjects)
my second brother not so bad. he is just like my brother except that he knows the difference between rigt and wrong.

still the same.| 1:45 AM

tryto understand me.

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same off-tuned key.
that everybody thought of me.