i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same off-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




name.Md. Hidhir
gender.Male
age.16++
dob.25 November 1989(Presents!!)
school.Innova Junior College
what i want. friends, world peace, 7A1s, change my password so mojo jojo couldn't come in
what i don't want. certain people to exist,little bros
fav songs. kelly clarkson's n evenescence's n many many more

my lifeas itis.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

In my humble opinion, people are indeed selfish by nature. It is their basic instinct to think of any advantages or disadvantages they might set upon themselves when making a decision or when they find themselves forced into a situation they are unable to squeeze themselves out of. To be selfish, by definition, is to be thinking of one's own well being without any particular regard for others.

Now why did I began this entry with what seemed like a GP essay????

I have no idea. Just felt like it.

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY SANITY!!!!!!!!! IT DISAPPEARED!!!

If I hear one more word of encouragement from my father, I am going to hide away in shame. Honestly, talk about pressure!! I know that when he saw me set my sight on JC, he thinks i'm gonna go for the bigtime like becoming a lawyer, a power broker, a magistrate.....not once did i hear him ask me about what career paths I might want to choose. The last time I talked about becoming a teacher, he bluntly pointed out that teachers are graduates without any othe job options..... gee, thanks a lot.

He talks about how much money one can make. Is income still considered as a measure of success?? I guess the term 'in pursuit of passion' has got no weight what so ever on soem minds. It just sad. And there he was talking about how young people nowadays have no ability, no guts to make the local music and film industry what it was during it's golden age in the 50's, 60's and early 70's...

still the same.| 7:08 PM

tryto understand me.

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same off-tuned key.
that everybody thought of me.