i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same off-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




name.Md. Hidhir
gender.Male
age.16++
dob.25 November 1989(Presents!!)
school.Innova Junior College
what i want. friends, world peace, 7A1s, change my password so mojo jojo couldn't come in
what i don't want. certain people to exist,little bros
fav songs. kelly clarkson's n evenescence's n many many more

my lifeas itis.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Am not being very productive lately.....have not been finishing tutorials, not revising enough, not paying enough attention in class....HIDHIIIIRR!!! WAAKKE UUUPPP!!!!! NEEEEED TOOO STUUUUDEEEE.......

anyway, passed my geog and econs test ^^. thats great and all but.... now people are assuming that i'm a mugger. or is just so unbelievably smartassholic that he can't possibly fail anything he touches. i'm sick of it. i dunno how to respond when people say such things to me, things like "aiyah, you smart lah" or "shuddup lar, you pass the test lor". I am NOT complaining about passing my tests. On the contrary, i am very relieved (happy is too strong a word). But still, its the stupid reactions i get from people.

For those who are wondering why i can pass when I said i never study is because i make links. not in the essays, but the way i see things. for example: poverty= no money/income, no money because no source of income, no source of income=no jobs available, no jobs available because no one wants to invest in that region, why? cos the government thr might be corrupt or climate is nasty.......see? LINK PEOPLE!!! its all helpful advice from my sister's tutor who tutors not 8 year old mathematics but jc and uni students.

According to him, every subject has different 'keys' to unlock it. For english, begin speaking and reading good english and only then can it be transfered into good writing. for maths, its about knowing HOW to use the formulas provided, not just memorising them.....and so on. humanities needs the student to build linkages between different issues, between earthquakes and plate movements, between HMT and female oppression, between cost of production and profit margin....

No, though i am keeping my options open, i am NOT putting my foot down to becoming a teacher. I may want to be a lawyer, politician or a clown for all i care so please stop predicting what i'm gonna be when i grow up. I still love singing thouh i'll be taking a break from it till december.

Then all of you can come to along orchard road to see me perfrom ^^

still the same.| 12:05 AM

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same off-tuned key.
that everybody thought of me.