i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same off-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




name.Md. Hidhir
gender.Male
age.16++
dob.25 November 1989(Presents!!)
school.Innova Junior College
what i want. friends, world peace, 7A1s, change my password so mojo jojo couldn't come in
what i don't want. certain people to exist,little bros
fav songs. kelly clarkson's n evenescence's n many many more

my lifeas itis.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Currently slacking...one more paper to go....wahahaha....

Am dreading this saturday and next week...PW and Mother Tongue intensive..... I still have not gotten the point of doing PW other than that it is a University requirement. Sure, give us practice for the thesises we would have to do in uni but is it fair that the very first time we are doing such a thing is in the 'A' levels which would be marked and would thus determine our grade? The education system is flawed and I don't give a (insert word) that people more qualified than me devised the system. THEY didn't go through it and would never have to. They know JC is tough. Instead of understanding, they dump this load on us and shrug "JC's like that....its tough". Not helpful at the very least. They harp about "oh, PW will help you to know how to do this...help you to learn that...help you experience this..."

So far I have been taught how to sleep with my eyes half open, learnt to deal with irritating, self pitying teachers and experienced hell. Skills that were already polished since the first year of secondary school (I loved my pri school).

Anyway..trying to organize a class chalet but am not in the mood honestly. Not a really happpy period.

At least the exams are ending soon.

still the same.| 10:05 AM

tryto understand me.

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same off-tuned key.
that everybody thought of me.