i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same off-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




name.Md. Hidhir
gender.Male
age.16++
dob.25 November 1989(Presents!!)
school.Innova Junior College
what i want. friends, world peace, 7A1s, change my password so mojo jojo couldn't come in
what i don't want. certain people to exist,little bros
fav songs. kelly clarkson's n evenescence's n many many more

my lifeas itis.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

I am suddenly highly motivated. If Mr Chu (Choo?) is here right now I'd really like to thank him. And Raphael(sp?) too. I thought the motivational talk at the begining of Econs lecture today really helped. I can now see it. My goal: 4 As at A-levels.


Maybe 3 As?


hmm..........

Anyway, i've been doing a lot of thinking lately (yes yes yes, even I'm shocked) and I've really drawn some conclusions with regards to several things in my life. This includes:

1. Life goals
2. My bad habits
3. My capabilities
4. My abilities
5. Career options(still not decided yet though general direction is there)
6. BGR(thrsagirlbutivenoguts)
7. Responsibilities

Thats a lot of thinking if you ask me.

Anyway, now for a random topic moment: Insensitivity.

On our journey through life, we will encounter numerous situations in which we find that it would be highly beneficial for us as well as other people to approach a certain matter with tact and consideration for others. Certain issues, such as race and religion in Singapore, are highly susceptible to unwarranted and enormous attention, partly because we feel involved in such matters as well as the need to get involved.

Matters such as the one mentioned, have been known to be dicussed publicly but let us be honest, public opinion is often well received because they are the 'right' opinions one should have and not necessarily a honest one. There are many advantages to this, one of which is that we will begin to feel a certain sense of wrongness in discriminating others for one's race. After all, whatever society accepts as correct will naturally feel right to the typical teenager or youth.

However, it sparks of an increasingly irritating habit of mincing one's words when addressing such issues. As Asians, we have always been known for our subtlety and conservative attitudes, always trying to avoid trouble whenever possible. But I fear that there will come a time when these values will be put o the test, especially since Singapore is becoming an increasingly globalised city. This problem not only limits itself to the topic of racial discrimination but also to other sensitive issues such as euthanasia, homosexuality and even abortion.

urm..... i'm not really sure where i'm going with this train of thought....maybe Yew Tee MRT station...oh wait, isn't that the station where YET ANOTHER GUY fell/jumped/whatever onto the tracks? Really, just because your life sucks/you are clumsy/whatever doesn't mean you have the right to disrupt public transport.Get a shrink or, like everybody else, endure. Life sucks, it isn't fair, it causes more grief than euphoria AND its bloody expensive so just GET OVER IT!

The government should just fine these people who are treating the MRT tracks like a portal to the next world or life or whatever. Very heavily. Don't get me started on the detrimental effects of public transport disruption on the economy.

Shakespeare is quickly making his way out of my list of favourite peolpe right now. He's dead and he still creates problems for me.

Same goes to Hadley and Ferrell for discovering the Cells (a vertical transfer of wind). On a brighter note, they weren't on any of my list in the first place.

The males in American Idol is really sucky this year. Most of them anyway. Go the-one-with-that-curly-hair-and-who-needs-to-lose-weight!! And that botak guy. I'm rooting for them....

still the same.| 12:16 AM

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same off-tuned key.
that everybody thought of me.