i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same off-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




name.Md. Hidhir
gender.Male
age.16++
dob.25 November 1989(Presents!!)
school.Innova Junior College
what i want. friends, world peace, 7A1s, change my password so mojo jojo couldn't come in
what i don't want. certain people to exist,little bros
fav songs. kelly clarkson's n evenescence's n many many more

my lifeas itis.

Monday, August 06, 2007

I'm really really tired of studying. I wann go out and......not study. Is that soo much to ask? Well.....considering my whole future is at stake and this is the so-called climax of my education in Singapore....I guess it is.


Guess what. You are now reading the blog of the top scorer for the J@ cohort for IJC Prelim I's General Paper!!!
Haha. I know!!! I didn't expect it either. Me? Lol.......actually, I was kinda hoping for it. Didn't know it was possible though. There are so many out there in IJC that I knew from RS who i thought are worthy masters of the language as well. Even within my own class, there are those(non-RS-ians) that i know will be able to beat me if i rest on my laurels, and if they try their very best. But I am proud of my class. Xinni got third, with identical makrs as the second ranked, in the cohort while Wei Jean got 10th. Natria was also ranked 12th. Maybe the competition will spur me on. I know i got a lucky break because of the essay. The question was simillar to one i had attempted before and I used the same examples, though I added a few new points that were relevant for the question and excluded those that were not. maybe I'll get a lucky break for the A's!!! Nah, shouldn't be telling myself such things. Will only make me
complacent and too reliant on fate.

N ow for econs and math, i really need to buck up. Oh man. Shit. I really DO need to buck up. Especially since i know i have done well for econs before and can do so again.

Oh, the librarian(i'm in the school library) is gonna lock up now. I gtg. 'till next time.

still the same.| 8:33 PM

tryto understand me.

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same off-tuned key.
that everybody thought of me.