i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same off-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




name.Md. Hidhir
gender.Male
age.16++
dob.25 November 1989(Presents!!)
school.Innova Junior College
what i want. friends, world peace, 7A1s, change my password so mojo jojo couldn't come in
what i don't want. certain people to exist,little bros
fav songs. kelly clarkson's n evenescence's n many many more

my lifeas itis.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I shall not update this blog for a long time after this post because I am holding it ransom against myself, meaning that i cannot update this blog unless my A-Levels revision is done and over with. Of course, it may just lead to me never updating again but, really, i don't think it will be effective at all, even if it is MY idea. I mean, what am I going to do if I don't finish my revision? Throw my blog off a bridge? Kill it? I think the most likely scenario would be me rolling my eyes at myself, blaming it on a moment where I was intoxicated by milk and caffeine and thus prone to making flaky promises. To myself, of all people.

Promises. Something fragile that needs to be kept properly lest it be broken. Once broken...... New ones pop up. Like a virus. Promises are viruses. Too many and you get cancer. Taken lightly, it might just kill you. Treated right, and you may just come out of it a better person. Not to mention that they kind of rhyme. Oh goodness. I'm a lit student and my analysis is that 'they kind of rhyme'? Panic button dully pushed.


Its going to be one soon and i want to finish reading what i need to. I will not say what it is because the mere mention of it will probably put you to sleep. Just so you know, i have three mugs beside the computer right now, one previoulsy filled with tea, another previously filled with instant mocha and another with milk. Hmmm.....not sure why i told you that but, will do.



I can't find my MagicCard album, the one with all the rare cards in it. Now is probably not a good time to be looking but it just can't seem to get out if my mind...............

still the same.| 12:20 AM

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same off-tuned key.
that everybody thought of me.