i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same off-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




name.Md. Hidhir
gender.Male
age.16++
dob.25 November 1989(Presents!!)
school.Innova Junior College
what i want. friends, world peace, 7A1s, change my password so mojo jojo couldn't come in
what i don't want. certain people to exist,little bros
fav songs. kelly clarkson's n evenescence's n many many more

my lifeas itis.

Monday, November 05, 2007

Had my third paper today. You know what? I thought i'd be able to cathc up on some last minute revision over the weekend so on saturday i went to Sunplaza Mac to study Popoulation Geography, which is tested in Geography Paper II, which i thought would take place today. Instead, yesterday, i checked my entry proof and found out (luckily or unluckily; i can't decide) that today would be Geography Paper ONE.


Thus, i had a big headache scrambling to crash Lithospherical Processes and Hydrospherical Geography into mypanicked brain, as well as some Atmospherical Geography for Data-Response Questions and back-up plan for essay. Glad to say, judging from how i managed to COMPLETE the paper( this is quite an accomplishment i can assure you, for the guy who left one entire drq question out for his prelim one and one entire essay out for prelim 2) and from how i KNOW what i was writing about(quite reassuring for me, yes), i think i pulled it of.

Not to mention I got a head start on Human Geography. Hmm.... I think Sun Plaza Mac is the best place I've studied at so far.....


However, to achieve an A for Geography (I think this is why it's called the A levels; any other grade is just....blah... to get), i would need to really do really well for Human Geog.


Then before this paper i had the Math paper(dies) and before that i had General Paper(hmm..gah, stupid essay)..... thing is, i have absolute confidence of passin BUT i think that the best that might happen is I get to somehow scrape an entrance into a degree course that i can tahan. Because all of the courses i am aiming for, though theri requirements are not at all that demanding, are always popular with those other brainiacs and muggers.... like Law(BIG money there) and Journalism. I will die if i go to some IT course and if i get stuck in some course like Economics or Geography.....somebody kill me. I won't mind anything to do with literature or maybe even a degree in english or even..sociology or....or philosophy.

And my mum and dad seem so confident in my abilities, somehow thinking i would be able to pull off something like i did with my O levels (that was a bit of shock, no really).

Worse comes to worse, i'll just retake or get some cash somehow to go overseas and study.

Gah!!!!


But i'm currently hanging on and I'd like to think that when the pressure really builds itself up on me, I'll push back. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. Since i'm bad at science, i'll probably over exert and produse a hugely unequal reaction ! ^___^



I just.....wished i was in Uni already......

Lucky Kavitha, she's already in Arizona State Uni.......without even taking A's!!!







Oh well.......




Gaaah!!!!!!





Sighs.......



I think i spend a lot.




Random thought of the day: I hate light green but my favourite colour is dark, forest green. hmmmm......yeaup. I'm stressed.

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same off-tuned key.
that everybody thought of me.